99 days without you

When I arrive in my office this morning and I read my email, I found nothing from P.E.
So I just counted from the day I came back to my country, that was Aug. 22
Up to today, it's 99 days -- 100 days without P.E., if I star counting from the last day I really met him, that was Aug. 21.

A long while...

I ask myself if it has a meaning that after sooooo long I am still thinking about him.
I suppose he should have become a very nice and pleasant memory.

The fact is that I don't want him to become a memory.
I want him to be real.
But he's not writing, nor getting in touch with me in anyway.

I don't know what I should think about this situation.
But I don't want to go on seeing things that are not there.