it's been a while I've been echanging e-mails with a girl from Belgium.
She's in a situation similar to mine, for some aspects..
Here what I wrote her a few minutes ago:
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I'm attaching the last message I had from P.E. I got it last Saturday.
Ok, I know it can be an unimportant thing, but it made me feel so good getting it!
I don't know if it's true that he went to the Internet café just because he wanted to say me hallo.
Maybe he was there for other purposes, too...
But I can't deny the fact that reading that card felt great!
About him having someone else... hard, hard point!
The fact is that he's cute, and I saw how girls (icluded me ;-) ) look at him.
He's good looking, he's got style and he's a gentleman...moreover, he's got something elegant inside him -- like a dancer -- the gestures and movements of the body... wow!
He told me that he's often met girls ready to jump in his bad (grrrrrrr) but he wants something more.
Maybe every boy would have answered this way, but there's always a point coming to my mind.
What reason did he have to lie? I mean, I was going to leave the US in a week -- he probably wouldn't have met me anymore.
So why lie? Moreover, he's not really a kid -- he's 36, so...
I'm ingenuous, I know -- and for some reasons I tend not to think that people lie without reasons...
Well.. I just want to know what will happen next.
But I am not really expectin this situation to move on or to become something real.
It's a sort of dream -- Gosh, I am becoming toooooo romantic!!
Must go now -- see ya soon!