Monday, November 7, 2005

My side of the net

When I read the email... I don't know how I reacted. I just felt a sort of relief knowing everything was ok.
But when I read the words "I'll take some time to get you updated with my travel" I couldn't help but thinking "why are you not writing them right now???"

I am not a tricker -- I don't like to play, especially when other people's feelings are involved.

I talked to one of my friend and she told me it was good to make him wait, because now the "ball is in my part of the net" and I have the power in my hands. I partially agree with that, but well... I am not living this thing as a tennis match. It's not a game for me.

I don't want to let my mind absorbed by this now. I really have a lot of things to do and I am going to do them before deciding how to get back to him.

A part of my mind tells me that I shouldn't reply...