Friday, November 4, 2005

You live, You learn

You knew
You knew it could have been like that
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Spent time with a friend yesterday evening -- she told me aboutthe situation she is in now. She's dating a guy, they seem to be acouple, but she doesn't feel love is on her way. She doesn't lovehim like a lover, but like a friend.
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It was a crazy day yesterday. I arrived at her home at 7.30 pm, because I was sure she wrote we had to meet at 19... I realized just then I was completely wrong...My head... always somewhere else.Her family was kind and I play with a 3 year-old girl who lives nextdoor. Apretty child, so sweet, and so wit.
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I met some of the friends of S. they are nice and funny people. the evening was ok.When we were going home in my car, S. started talking about the guy... her doubts and so on...The biggest problem IMO is that they also had sex and really were a couple forsome days... even if she's not sure of what she's doingWonder how this story will go on
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Better for me not to think about how my story is going...Also because I am afraid I can't say I am in a relationship.
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Yesterday, before we met, S. send me an sms saying a friend was going to be thereFor some hours I dreamt she was talking about P.E.Of course I was wrong.