This is the advice I gave to another girl and that I must follow:
do not try to justify his behaviour, especially when he doesn't act the best he could!Maybe in this period you're getting too concentrated on this thing -- I understand you, I would feel the same if I were in your shoes.RELAX, take it easy and do not give too many power to this guy.He could be very special and all, and we know how much you like it, but this doesn't mean you have to lose your self-consciousness.Let him solve his problems, if he has got any. Or let him clear his mind. If he's not completely blind, he knows you like him. And always remember: Men are slow, women are rock!
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My Belgian friend Hanna and I had some nice conversation via e-mail, talking about boys and long distance relation. She agreed that I have not to keep on writing to P.E., maybe it'll be better to keep the distance and see what happened.
Yesterday I decided I'll write him during Christmas week... But due to the fact I am so connected to number 8, I'll probably write next Thursday... Just a short note -- or perhaps a longer one... Dunno yet.
I have already chosen the card I'll use (maybe).
I'll see that later...
How disappointing not getting anything for a person you care so much for!!!
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Went to Unimi this morning, looking for a book to borrow. I'll have to go bacj there tomorrow... I'll invente some lies to go there early in the morning. Argh...