I allowed my self to wear a catch eye outfit, all in white, with heels, with cool round earrings and shades. I do not think anybofy ecxept for some weird guys notice. That's my destiny I guess. I am not beautiful
I sometims got crushes for people driving behind or before my car. I imagined them stopping and ask me out even if I know that ain't ever gonna happen
Jeez, I am dating someone, he'll be here tomorrow my noon. Sometimes I wonder why I just cannot be happy but deep inside I know why it's like that. He's a cool guy, I love to have sex with him but i just can't think about having him around. anyway, we'll be together tomorr. we'll see what happened
Got some news from Phil from Japan. he's safe, apparently ok. he just wrote a couple of lines and gave the new address he's gonna use for emails -- in Japan they use e-mails on their mobile instead of sms.
waiting for what's next...