Laughing

I am seriously laughing at myself!

I mean, a couple of months ago I started a thread called "maybe I'm afraid of being happy", talking about my fear of losing PE and so on...

I had a lot of thoughts in my head about how my family would have react when I would have brought him home...

Now I just can laugh at this!

Such useless thoughts...

I feel like I am the only person on earth that can believe such situation could work...
Did I really believe that he was going to move? Yes, I did.

But every day going by, shows me that that ain't the truth.